This is probably the first time i ever post something about my private life, but i just want to vent a little...
So, recently, i've received my mid semester exam result, and it was.....dissapointing, to say the least. It's definitely worse than last year. The thing is, it have to be returned in due time. That's not a problem, the problem is.... there must be a signature of my Mother.
I'm sure most of you reading this (if there's any) already know where this leads to. The thing is.... i'm scared to tell her about it. I already know that she will get mad at me, but that's what made me scared.... She is... how can i put this simply.... She is sometimes very verbally abusive. She usually said these nasty things to me, never once i remember her compliments me.
And it hurts me, hurts me so much.
She do this not so often, but often enough to the point where i grow immune to it.
But it's still not enough...
Don't get me wrong, i love her and i fully acknowledged that this is my fault. But still, all the thing she said just struck me in the heart like an arrow...
*sigh* I guess that's all i want to say here.....